CONCLUSIONS &
CONFESSIONS OF A METAPHYSICIAN
By Phillip Elton Collins, Co-founder The Angel News Network
NOTE: Forward & Preface previously shared
Now to CHAPTER ONE:
BEING DIFFERENT
Phillip Elton Collins and twin brother William Ogden Collins
were born in southeastern Georgia, near the secret meeting place of the
Illuminati, August 16, 1945, on the eve of the largest bomb- drop in history
which brought World War II to an end. It was a challenging birth since 90 pound
mother, Joyce Strickland Collins would have to endure at the time a risky
surgery to bring her nine and ten pounds boys into the world. Dad would have to bribe officials in order to
gain the needed medical equipment. We were given family names of the men who
had most assisted our father, Robert Eldrige, surviving being an orphan in
rural Alabama.
Two twins had never been any more different than Phil and
Bill whose names sounded alike but that was the only sounding thing that was
alike. We were two eggs that decided to be “sperm-met” at the same time and
that timing was the only thing of which we had in common.. Bill focused upon the physical, while Phil
concentrated on the mental and spiritual. Later I was to know our mission was
to honor each other’s diversity. All the
while older brother Robert, Jr. was overwhelmed at two younger brothers
becoming the focus of the family.
As of this writing all my immediate family members have
transitioned from this frequency. As the last one standing within this world, I
have gained a greater understanding of my purpose in being here. Much of my
existence has to simply be with being, not some much doing without deep
discernment.
Before I was five years old I was already developing a flair
for selecting my own pathway by connecting with fairies and Earth beings in our
flower beds. I shared this ability to see what others did not with no one. My
father’s grandmother was a back -woods Alabama healer and herbalist and I was
becoming a culmination of past generation’s nonconformity. The past male
members of the family who were grand wizards in the KKK and Masonic brothers, I
chose to take a pass on.
From records of family history and accomplishments; Mom’s
Dad, my grandfather, was head of the cotton exchange in Savannah and headed the
railroad there and beyond the 12 children with my mother’s mother, my
grandmother, managed to common-law twice as many children with other women.
Dad’s father, who died when he was six, was the first in south Alabama to gain
a college master’s degree and be principle of the only local school. As it was back then, external achievements of
the Collins family were fulfilled by men. Bur I remained forever influenced by
one strong female ancestor, my healing practitioner grandmother. Sitting by her
sick bed as an old woman, she would look into my six year old eyes and take my
hand and tell me, “you are the chosen one, you got what I got.” I would listen
to her stories for hours and her Nature-based philosophy which stressed the
divine orderliness of the universe. Even though my father transcended being an
orphan and became a very successful businessman pioneering food processing
techniques that built mega empires, it was my mother’s beauty and cosmic
consciousness that transcended her upbringing, always my champion and defender;
when I appeared different. Since my father had no father during his formative
years, his idea of being a father was being a great provider and that he did
very well. But it was mother’s affection, humor, grace and style and powerful
feminine strength that I would mirror later. These qualities would later allow
me to reconnect with Dad after Mom’s transition from this world, and become his
champion and defender in his elder years. I would never resonate with the
traditional male-dominated perspective of attempting to control what they did
not create through might and being right. My mother and grandmother were
exceptions to the male dominated society into which I was born. Their influence
nurtured what would later blossom into a passionate desire to eliminate
discrimination wherever it lingered in the shadows of humanity. I was preparing
myself to commit myself to endeavors that would benefit all humanity by
reminding us who we really are, knowing
what causes our pain and separation, and learning how we can heal ourselves. I
instinctually knew the solution to
these problems would not come from a human mind that had created the problem. I
would need to learn and master how to connect with the higher realms from
whence we came to gain the solutions. I had no idea just how simple and joyful
that would be.
I would come to realize that the imbalance of the masculine
and the feminine in our world was the foundation of all our gender, racial,
religious duality, separation and confrontation. There is a cosmic reason for
these two forces in our lives, and like the universe itself, they must be in
balance. By being “two-spirited” myself,
I would begin dedicating myself to understanding what had caused this
imbalance and what it would take to
balance it.
Later as I transformed from a successful Ad man career on
Madison Avenue, becoming a successful filmmaker with film directors George
Lucas and Ridley Scott, I began my New York City metaphysical studies
and training, I maintained my childhood connection between human beings and the
forces above and beyond the natural realm within which we reside.
A lengthy period of silence and study would take me within
the ancient mystery school’s arenas of energy and healing. This period was
peppered with sacred journeys to Egypt, Brazil, Sedona and the standing stones
of England, while being in a continuous personal process of a deep examination
of myself. Only through healing myself
could I better assist others in being and doing the same. Crawling through worm hole of this
‘initiation’ I came out the other end transformed as a light ascension reiki
therapist, acupuncturist, and homeopathic practitioner. I quickly developed a private healing arts
practice which became very successful.
Later I would found a Modern Day Mystery Day and teach others what I had
learned myself, balancing what I had received by giving.
Unbeknownst to me, I was now ready to become a channel of
higher realms. “We have been knocking on
your door for many lifetimes, but there has been no answer from you. Now we
shall crash through that door and ask you, are you ready to become a messenger
of the Archangel realm of Uriel?” This booming voice came through my friend,
colleague and channel Jeff. I had no
idea who or what Archangel Uriel was. “We shall give you fifty days to decide
and shall be back to you then,” this vast voice proclaimed. My heart began
racing and I was suddenly filled with joy. Even though I would need to learn
who and what this voice was, I knew my answer was a resounding yes!
It is essential to explain I am not a psychic medium who
connects with spirits in the astral real. The astral realm is a disembodied
reflection of this world filled with mischief and no universal wisdom. The
higher dimensions I connect with are beyond the astral/psychic and are filled with
truths to set us free from our Earthly journey in order to assist us in
evolving/ascending to a higher frequency of existence which is our destiny. The
higher being with whom I channel are not going to connect you will a dearly
departed loved one, or predict the future or tell you what to do. That would be
an entrenchment upon your freedom of will and choice. What I do connect with
are higher realms (archangels, ascended masters, etc.) that will teach you the
tools to make a self-empowered decision
for your highest good that is the best use of your energy.
During my Florida colleges and New York City young adult
days of the 1960’s and 1970’s America was filled with rebellion, sexual
expression and self-empowerment. With my first pair of glasses to correct my
acute near sidedness, I was seeing and gleefully participating in the
world. I often felt reborn and felt I
was ordained into the epicenter of reality. I was determined to try to fit in
and appear as normal as possible. But I
knew I was always looking from the outside in. I did not know the word at the
time but I was becoming ‘multi-dimensional,’ in two frequencies/realms at the
same time: the one of emotions, thoughts and physicality and another that
transcended time and space and being human. This ability allowed me to develop
and exhibit an innate compassion and respect for human life which would
eventually become the hallmark of becoming a metaphysician that allowed me to
bridge these two realities while appearing normal. I was creating what I called
a ‘new normal,’ since I knew what I was experiencing was the destiny of
everyone. It was my task to be a way shower into this new normal.
Through the intimate involvement and acceptance of my
multi-dimensional self I was gaining an appreciation and gratitude for this
gift I had chosen and been given. Now to know what I would further be and do
with it. I knew it would involve improving the lives of others.
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